Never thought I will be back to this again.
I created this blog to let me express myself when I had no other way to.
Thought I would be ok.
But things just came crashing down this week.
True it was a cumulative effect but it still sucks.
My studies are going to crap.
My friends are getting fewer.
Lost a friendship of 6 years.
Life is not good at the moment.
I'm feeling helpless, hopeless and useless.