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SPEARFix

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Confusion & Doubts

Things which started well four weeks ago have turned into a statlemate of sorts.
Guess I made a mess of everything.

Nothing I do seems right.
Nothing I say seems right.
And the person remains blissfully unaware, still.
Or unwilling to face it.
Maybe? Could it be?

I do not know
I can't read your mind
Unless you allow me to
You choose to be on the defensive
I can't blame you

Yet your actions...
Fog of confusion sets in.
Worms of doubt sprout and wriggle
I don't know if I'm reading them right.

Guess it's time for a timeout
If that's what you want.(?)
I don't want things to end this way and like this
Really.

fucked off the world at x 2:30 AM