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Friday, June 30, 2006

Thoughts...-SPEARfix

i stayed in my room the whole day today.
slept the whole day in my bed.
wishing that she was in my arms with me.
all a dream.
a dream that i will never wake up from.

as i stood outside my room just now,
the thought of jumping crossed my mind.
i scared myself,
yet it would end the pain.
is she the one for me?
is she the world to me?
i wish i could tell her that she is.
alas she is not here by my side.

i love you and i miss you.


week 02

fucked off the world at x 8:44 PM