i feel kinda sad for myself.
self pity...
alone in hall.
instant noodles for lunch.
no one to care and care for.
can't concentrate on study.
restless.
hopeless.
self-loathing...can't stop thinking of you.of the way you treat me for granted.of the way you make me feel cheap.why do i allow you to treat me so?why do i allow myself to treat you so well?