red&black.thoughts.of.spearfix

Thoughts of...

SPEARFix

Friday, April 25, 2008

The script goes on cue. Every time, all the time.

Quite frankly, I am quite sick of it. Is it not mine to be?


Why is so difficult?

Questions like this frustrate me often. Yet I still cannot find the answers.

Am I not ready? Am I just an idealist fool?

What actually lies ahead for me?

Am I to write my own destiny or believe in the pre-written?



Either way, I was not born to be this that makes me loathe myself for what is the thing now for me. Of that, I am sure.


The confidence...

fucked off the world at x 1:10 AM