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SPEARFix

Thursday, October 22, 2009

things don't always end the way you want them, don't they? time and time again, i ask myself why this why that why so many things? that i decided to switch off for a while to calm down. and lo and behold, you ran off again. why do i still love you when you cannot be faithful? have i not shown my commitment time and time, you go off because of the past you cannot put down. this is not the life you want - to be with me. i accept that then. all the reasons you can give. i hope he makes you happy.

fucked off the world at x 11:52 AM