red&black.thoughts.of.spearfix

Thoughts of...

SPEARFix

Sunday, November 01, 2009

maybe i didn't love you enough.
maybe i didn't care for you enough.
maybe i didn't show my support for you enough.
maybe i didn't listen to you enough.
maybe i didn't tell you that 'i love you' enough.

if only i didn't still love you.
if only i didn't still miss you.
if only i didn't still want you.

then i wouldn't be hurting so much.
then i wouldn't be so disappointed.
then i wouldn't be loving you always.

fucked off the world at x 4:59 PM